Yesterday was our outing to Times Square.
They planned to buy new cloth.
all of them bought at least one shirt,
but me....T.T...
nvm.wait mum go out with me then i buy more.
Gher.

Yesterday,
Jason talk more to me than usual.
Joking with him.
Shopping with him.
So glad.There are some improvements in the relationship between me and him.
At least he still will teasing me that,
i will never lose my weight.
will never cut down my weight.
Because i said i wan keep fit since i together with him.
And now,i grow even fatter.
GOSH.
something wrong with my dictionary is it?
keep fit=grow fatter?

Hahaha.
today,was trying to ask Jason about some question.
But,
i dont know why,
whenever he explain question to me,
he seems like very impatient and very geram.
I dont dare to keep saying i dont understand.
Scary.
I wonder why he can so patient when teaching other girls.
I know i got bit noob.stupid.nerd..
(oi,is a bit only..but nowadays stupid-ness keep increasing cause bx keep hit my head lo.lols.)
Lucky there are Darren who very patient and willing to teach me.
if not i will keep seeing bx move two pens again and again.
To illustrate two particles.
SWT.

Again,i wish my friends can together happily,
everything will solve soon.
They support me when im collapsing,
and i hope they will get good pay.

And Again,
i start to delete Jason's msg.
those with words.with promises.
CHEN YEAN TENG,i will never let you go.
Lols.
They got no meaning to me anymore.
-hold my tears-
I will delete all of them one day.
even the last "i love you" he said to me?
i dont know.

Memories in my mind will fade away?
say the truth,
sometimes,i still missing my past.

Haha.
Gher.Kok Hoe!!!!
My ice cream a!!!and my flower!!!!haha.
See.I am.happy.

written @10:03 PM