How's my life now?
Fine.I'm slowly get back on my track now.
Something makes me wanted to blog so much.
I read newspaper that holding by a guy sitting next to me in lrt.Today.
Is about daily horoscope.
Scorpio-Dont let people fix problem for you.Keep you past as a secret.If not you will be in an awkward position.Bla bla bla.
Haha.So damn accurate!
I keep on telling the same thing with BX.
About Jason.
Lols.in the same way,i want him to help me fix the problem.
Keep asking him why.But end up keep saying that i dont want care anymore.
If i dont care anymore,
Why am i keep on asking the same thing,
and mind when he not with us?
I really want to know what he thinking.
Maybe i really should keep it.starting from now.
Haha.Dont ever say this to me anymore.
"Say it out,you will feel better...."
I'm satisfied with what i have now.
Sitting with BX and JL in class.
keep laughing and joking.
at night or during weekend,
Kok hoe will accompany me.
At least now,
i can still smiling when i reading msg that i received from him.
and there are some msg that i meant to keep it in my inbox,
to replace Jason's msg.
Dont misunderstood.
I'm clear with what i want now.
I dont crave for love and relationship after Jason.
I dont have the guts to try out,
bet on it anymore.
I feel safe now with his accompanies.
I feel so warm with his cares.
Pampering me when my mood swing.
I think all these are enough for me.
Don't you guys feel happy when i start to delete his msgs?
although there are still alot of them.
i will slowly take the advices you all gave me.
And i think i have decided my future.
I'm going to take pharmacy.
Jason,i'm glad to see you back on your track too.
i realized when you with me,you cant really study.
I'm glad.
I smiled when seeing you so hardworking.
thats you before you knew me.
I think,thats the better way for you.
Dont worry.
There is somebody taking good cares of me.
I will smile everyday.
and slowly forget our past,all the promises..
I will get used to it.
Hope you will be happy.I think you are.for now.
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