Christmas coming.I just read his blog.I wanted to tell him many things,but i think,he dont willing to share with me.
I feel like asking him,"Jason Chong!how you gona recelebrate my birthday??where you wan to bring me for dinner?"
"How are you today?Anything to share?i want to tell you hor,today...."
Wishing that he still can sampat with me,lols.how much i wish he is the one who always sms with me,will reply me longer instead of just few words.I wish he can still date me out to somewhere,although is no longer just me and him.Yesterday,BX told me that,they going to BBQ at ZT's house.I feel so down,you know,i wish that i could spend my Christmas with them,although i cant spend it with Jason anymore.I dont wish to stay at home,hmm.='(..But i think is better not to date me.I will just bring problem to them,probably find gor that i dint meet before to bring me out?How dangerous.But,what can i do?I just wish to have one memorable Christmas.Before that,I thought,this yr i can spend the day with him.i thought i could have my very first memorable Christmas day.Now,i just wish to spend with my close friends.Who can make my wish come true??Who can still make my wish come true?!Beside him...He is the one who always make my wish come true.What i want to do,eat....I really wish that he could make my day shine again.Make everything i wish come true again,beside this wish-he could be with me,once more.................i know,this will never happen again,although he promised me,that he will never leave me,saying that im his last gf and last wife.Lols.For me,Promises will never come true.I'm totally give up with promises that saying..We will be forever..Silly.

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