2009.ending soon.well...haih,is it a good starting or bad ending?why he sounds like,everything about our past,is just a bad thing for him,he want all this to end so soon.He dont want to remember anything about me?what i did,why he seems like hating me since very long time ago?i have got no idea.I dont even know why he dump me,how i will know why he will hate everything in the past.He regret?
Hmm.i hate those people who got bf and dont know how to appreciate them.I want,but they never stay.They will just end up saying the same words to me.Jason did that too,isn't it??How much he promised?He keep promising he will never leave me.But,those day..i can remeber very clearly.During AS exam,i hold his hand,i feel nothing like im holding stranger's hand.When i cry.he dint hold me in his arms.When exam ends,i just get his cruel reply."I guess you know what i want to say."Nothing fresh in my mind excluding all this scenes.Keep repeat and repeating in my mind.How he leaving me alone,how he treat me as a stranger.Lols.Yet,I want his attention.I hope to know that he still cares about me,love me like how he was.Stupid isn't it?every night,imagine scene that he caring about me.Every night,i cry and sleep.Every night i msg him.Every night,i just wish to get a msg from him.Thats enough for me.Eventhough he keep saying that he will try to care me more abit.i know is impossible because if i dont msg him,he wont msg me.I will work hard kacau him!Mwahaha..And..Jason,I hope you will be happy,k?If anything you need my help,you can msg me.I can still share with you.=D.I will keep watching you.

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