yesterday,i cried again.Nothing new,because of him again.Why,he dont msg me at all?Why he can be so mean to me?Why i can be nothing to him for just in few days time?How can he dont bother about me anymore?
sobs.i dont feel like disturbing anyone around him.But i cant stand it all on my own.I cant!
I wished that he could really celebrate with me for my birthday again,like how he planned it,but..my hope,gone again..he passed the present to Bing Xiong dy.he dint meant to clebrate with me anymore.How silly am I?
When can i stop thinking about him?stop crying for him?I dont know..
maybe..until one day,i got no feeling towards things around me.i wouldnt talk,wouldnt smile,even cry.
When my heart really tear apart.