Dear our love story,






happy belated 8th week and 9th week anniversary.
and our 2nd month anniversary..

thx dear for satisfying me.
by bringing me to the restaurant i want to go..
We had twice in BBQ Plaza.
once is when normal outing,
once is when our 2nd month anniversary.

well.
probably due to PMS and exam tension bah.
mood swing and start thinking much again.

ytrd night,
i cried.
dont ask me why.i dont know.
just hugging RawrRawr.
and then,i cant stop crying again.

hmm.
exhausted dy bah.
mentally,physically.
my back dont feels good.everyday.
and maybe.
i take everything too serious.
i take this relationship too serious le bah.

hmm...
is he stressed now?
is he tension now?
because of me?

thats what i scare of.
so in many ways,
i pretend that im not dependent.
i pretend that i can let go a little bit.
i pretend that im ok.
i pretend that im not worry.
i pretend that im not a cry-er.
i pretend that i can smile evethough heart pinching-pain.
i pretend that i can live in a different way that make him feels more comfortable.
i pretend that im strong.
i pretend that im mature enough.
i pretend that i can stand every problem by myself.

dont worry.
everyday a hug is enough for me.
you know what,
whenever u hug me tight this few days,
i feel like crying.
shh.....

i will cry on ur shoulder again when i really cnt hold it in my eyes.
muacks.
love you..and i feel like disappear for one day.
dont afraid.
i need to calm myself.
love you so much.

written @2:43 PM