Dear our love story,

Smtg urged my finger to press the buttons on my hp,
yet,
Smtg gave me a greater force,
to press on the "C" button.

so many things to say,
and yet...
i swallowed them down.

"Dear,my tummy pain again..hmm.."
"Dear,where are you?what are you doing now?"
"Dear,do you...miss me?"
"Dear,very long time dint really get to talk with you nicely already..."
"Dear,.....when you free?"
"Dear,at least msg me and let me know what are u doin k?..."
"Dear,im worry....."
"Dear.........sobs."

im stupid.
i even...thought.
If i ate smtg cold,and my tummy very pain..dear will msg me more?
dear will msg me and sayang me?

Sometimes,
i hope,
RawrRawr will enlarge.....
cause,
i remember,everytime i cry...
dear's shoulder will be there for me.
if..RawrRawr enlarge,then will got shoulder for me to cry on..
already....

Nothing can be a good past time for me..
.
..
...
....
.....
unlocked....locked...
(smile)
unlocked again..locked again...
(i remember..how u look like..=') )
unlocked and locked again....
(...where are you.......='( )


I MISS YOU SO MUCH AR,JASON CHONG!

where are you?!...
sobs.
where are you......
is it i did anything wrong?

written @4:41 PM