Dear our love diary,
Morning,
i dont feel good at all.
im worried,
smtg might happen.
"how come he will leave his hp aside when he know im free to sms already"
"aihss..what can i do when he is not around?"
"where he will be going?"
"y he like hiding me from smtg?not something that i expected gua..sobs.."
eventhough im rushing,
i still take some time to online.
to see whether he dropped any important msg over here or not.
T.T
after reading,
i feel much more better,
but still.
awww.......
but today i've learned to pretend,
which look kinda real..
(haha.maybe.)
ngeks ngeks.
hmm..i need a real tight hug.
im craving deadly.
i want.but not in crowd.@.@haih.....too cure my mood,or whatever.
i just need one hug.thats really what and the only thing i want.
hmm.
today,i saw my friend when im with him.
and her friend questioned her:"why so fast one?"
maybe im sensitive.
im too sensitive that people will look me as one kind.
"Desperate and Cheap"
I DONT KNOW!
i seem like over-worried already.
i dont know..
just feel like screaming,
shout until my lungs burst.
im not happy.
sobs.
i got many question marks in my mind.
why this?why that?i need a place to hide.
i dont want anyone to see me like this.
really annoying!
even cry.i will cry when nobody around.
i dont feel like disturbing people.
make people worry about me,
just because of some silly things,
just because my swinging mood.
i hate myself.
so so much!sobs.
i tend to hide myself.
eventhough i know somebody is always there to share.
but,
he is not deserve to worry so much.he is not.T.T(
i need a hug right now.)
if i continue to behave in this way,something will really happen,for sure.
By,Yeannie.
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