Dear our love diary,

today,
my mood.
were just like roller coaster,
go up and down.
up and down in sudden.

morning,
i woke up with a lovely reply from my dear.
"Happy 3rd week anniversary...."

i smile.eventhough im so so tired.
i sleep again soundly,
although its already 6.45.
i know its worth to stay awake until so late.

then,
at first dear dint really hold my hand.
maybe,its really annoying...
so im ok with it.

during lunch,
my mood really bad.worst.
ya.
the coaster was going down,that time.

i pretending im ok.
really hard.
i cant manage to buy food to stuck my brain.
stop it from keep thinking and repeating things that i really mind.
i keep on feed myself with choco.

maybe.choco worked.
it make me smile fakely..
or maybe.i dont want to let anyone know.
so.i smile....

XD.
ei,i really pretend until so real ok?
but,why he can still look through my face smile?
haha.
this explain why he is my BF now.

sharp 3.25pm.
A kiss.cure me from being EMO.
awww......
^^.

aihs.
maybe im too sensitive with the words he said.
maybe i really take it too serious.
really serious.

aihs.
i dont know whats in my mind now.
i scare,i have to leave him further away.
i scare,lectures from my parents.
i scare,being so so useless.
i scare,to let people know.im sensitive.
i scare,others will feel that im annoying.

when he said:
"go la.go Malacca la."
"yalo.she just know how to eat only."
"haih,somemore always let ppl gek."

aww..
those really make me nearly cry on spot.
hmm.

anyway.
im fine now.
i dont want anyone to worry.
especially him.
he seems like realized i always moody.
wuuu.....
i dont want hear this from him.

"why u moody again?why u like that again?"
No No!!!

haih,
i should be happy.
i will.im trying.

i Smile.=D
ngeks.
(oi,i know u now wanted to scold me sha poh o..i know one o!smile la~)

written @7:00 PM